Is it okay to be nervous?
Everything is happening so fast, which I believe is why I am so nervous.
What if things do not go right?
What if everything goes wrong?
What if people don't like what you are doing?
So many "what ifs"
You have to let the nerves calm down.
But it is so hard because there are so many list to make, so many items to cross of those list. So many little things to do think about, and so many big things to thing about.
Do you have sugar for the coffee?
Do you have horseradish for the prime rib?
I want things to go well, but so nervous that nothing will go well.
As much as you want to stay positive it is hard to. It is hard to not think everything will go wrong. But the worse possible outcome always comes to your mind first.
I had this fear. It is really I have this fear.
What if (yes I said it) but really "what if" you open the doors and no one show ups. Maybe no one wants to give us a chance. But this is my fear because not everything always works out. And this is a very big step, and it not working out is a big deal
So many "what ifs" but you have to stay on a positive note.
It is time to get started on new flavors and new taste.
Get a buying list ready.
Start getting a production list going.
It is time to get all this prep done.
I am excited to start posting about this new Chapter I am about to start. This blog was about me becoming a Pastry Chef, now I do not consider myself as a chef. I know I have a lot to figure out. But I am going to take this step by step, figure out what I can do. It is going to be about learning, and my learning has not stopped. I am ready to still see what the world has to offer.
I am so ready to get back in the kitchen.
To make something beautiful for someone.
You need to realize what is really for you, what means something to you.
I always knew what I wanted to do, what I was good at so I went for it. I had a little of an hesitation but then I went for.
Everything you do, is another step to a journey you are taking.
And I know that sometimes things happen for a reason, opportunities are brought to you that you can not pass up. So you take those opportunities, even if you might be really scared of it all. But sometimes you have to take that risk, you have to take a jump for it. Or maybe for me a leap for it.
But I guess you really don't know until you try.
I am nervous for what is to come next, its a big step, it is something I was never ready for. I guess I just never thought would happen. But something has come up, and opportunity and you have to go for it.
So lets take that leap.
